Failure turns to success
Hye there. This is my first time writing here,just to try new thing while sharing my life experiences coz some people might love to learn from others just like myself. I try to make my writing in English as a way to improve myself coz I was really bad in Engllish(u guys can figure out how worse my English by reading this HAHAHA. So please excuse my grammar mistakes wokkeyhh! 😆
A bit introduction bout myself. I am a former student of Pusat Asasi UiTM Kampus Dengkil.( #Hye Asidians!!!! Missing u guysss sooo bad huhuuu..)
So i was in science programme back then. what i want to share in this blog is about the first failure that i ve experienced during my foundation year.
when talking about failure, it means something that was unexpected and i or maybe we all try to avoid as hard as we can.and yeahhhh..i failed so many times throuhout my life journey. If i see the failure as a FAILURE, then i really FAILED. BUT if i see the failure as a GOOD thing, then GOOD THINGS will surely come for me. One of my best friend always told me that ' ingat, benda jadi ada hikmah'. I love the way he thinks positively all the times, i think that's one of the reason why he always did well in everything. So proud of people like him.
Let's back to my story. Nak dijadikan cerita, aku ni sejenis yang rajin belajar, boleh dikatakan agak nerd sometimes. kalau kawan-kawan ajak keluar, (well,biasalah,kat asasi, tiap2 hari ada je kawan2 ajak lepak ioi lah, alamanda la, gi tengok wayang la apa semua) i will surely refused! yes, im not that kind of person yang suka keluar g mall, jalan2 melepak bagai unless kalau kawan-kawan rapatt yg ajak, only then i wont refused. tapi kwn2 rapat aku pon cmtu gak, jenis yg bkn slalu kluar g mall sbb kitorang lagi suka lepak kat anjung je sambil makanmakannnnnn gittewww.
so, why did i always refused bila dorg ajak keluar? sebabnya, aku rasa sgtla membazir masa kalau kluar g mall. baikla aku spend masa yang terluang tu untuk study. Believe me, masa awal2 sem 1 dulu, benda yg aku pikir 24jam is studyyyy! skema kan..,ikr hmm. aku punya study tu smpai tiap2 malam tido kul 1-2 pagi. Yg kelakarnya, aku dok ulang2 baca benda sama je,lecture notes bio topic 1 ngn 2. kenapa tiap malam aku baca 2 topik tu je? sbbnya benda yg aku baca tu langsung tak lekat kt kepala walhal seminggu lebih aku ulang dok baca benda tu. sedih giler weyh! kalau dpt ingat pon, 2 hr je, pastu lupa balik. sumpah daya ingatan aku time tu mcm x wujud.Allahuuu. jadi, alkisahnya, bila dh nk dekat midterm test sem 1, lagilah aku pulun stay up. study, baca notes bio, buat exercises, ulang tuto physics smpai 2-3 pagi baru tido. pastu bgn time subuh. aku ni jenis yg tak tido lps subuh, so lps subuh aku smbung study. Maybe sbb tulah aku punya life mcm barai giler, tido tak cukup, riadah tak pernah turun, makan pon mcm tak makan sbb xde selera.
then tibalah hari test. Bio, chem, physics, mt. tup tap tup tap,,dlm 2 minggu lps tu, lecturer bagi krtas midterm ktorg. Cer teka rsult aku brapa. mesti korang dah bole agak enn. Jeng jeng jeng!! Aku punya mrkah mt, antara yg the best la dlm class aku, dpt 46/50. Fuhh lega! tp kelegaan tu sekejap gilerr weyhh..then aku dpt krtas bio. aku antara 5 org tercorot dlm kls aku. pastu dpt krtas physic. Yg ni sumpah buat aku nangis. Bayangkan subjek feveret aku, subjek yg paling byk latihan aku buat, tuto xprnah tak siap, tk cukup ngn lecture, tiap weekend tgk youtube, belajar kt utube smpai housematess aku smua ckp aku terer physic sbb tiap hari blaja physic. Tgk2 kluar rsult, FAIL..hmmm.Aku terkedu bila tau aku fail paper physic. 3org je yg fail dlm klas aku yg ade 28 students tu. Aku nangis gilerr2 ahh time tu.(bkn dlm kelas la, nangis sorg2 je). balik dr kuliah tu, aku g dok kt bench tepi tasik belakang Dahlia 1. Aku tenungg je tasik2 pokok2 kt situ..tu feveret spot aku ahh sejak drpd tu. mmg aku slalu g sana stiap kali stres ngn assignments, grupmates ape smua.
Masa dok tgk pokok2 tu, aku pikir balik,reflek diri aku, nape bole jd camni. Ketentuan Ilahi. Ye, semua berlaku atas ketentuan Dia, tapi untuk kita belajar dan ambik iktibar dari apa yg jadi. Pikir punya pikir, then aku decide nk ubah cara study, and daily routine aku. Cemana? First, aku tukar niat. Niat nk belajar ikhlas, bkn sbb kejar 4.0 semata-mata. Aku punya life mmg berubah 90%. Aku dah tak jadi sejenis yg study 24jam. Kul 10pm je, aku dah masuk tidur. Kul 4/5am aku dah bangun utk study topik2 before lecturer masuk topik tu. assignments aku akan siapkan time ade gap antara kuliah and kalau x sempat aku akn sambung lps isyak. Tapi yg pasti, kul 10pm je aku dah masuk tido. or maybe 10.15 cmtu lps dh gosok gg ape smua.
petang2 aku wajibkan diri turun riadah, main volleyball ngn member2 mostly budak engine and sc. Riadah buatkan aku rasa lg enjoy, lg fresh utk study. Kalau xriadah, honestly aku ckp, mood aku srs tak ok! pastu rasa lemauu je. Sejak aku ubah routine aku, things changed.
Kalau dulu, notes bio, chem, yg aku baca entah berapa puluh kali tapi still xlekat2,. skrg baca skali je inshaaAllah ingat. Tapi tips dia baca wktu pagi, time otak tgh fresh. Sejak aku buat cmtu, mrkah kuiz bio aku jarang ahh 9/10 ke bawah. masa yg aku spend utk study lg sikit, tp lg berkualiti.
Then, bila tiba final exam sem 1, aku tawakal, aku redha je. Dapatlah berapa pon, aku tak kisah sbb aku faham apa yg aku belajar, aku baca, kalau still mrkah rendah, so what ,i dont care as long as i enjoy my lectures and what i studied. Feeling aku dekat2 final tu rasa cam relax and tenang giler. Berbeza sgt dgn time midterm, wktu tu aku punya nerbess tu lain maciamm weyhh. study bkn main stay up stiap mlm tp bila nk masuk exam rasa cam aku xprnah study. tp time final tu..dihadirkan ketenangan yg lain maciammm, study relax, tk stres,tk stay up, tido cukup.
Rasa senang je time final exam tu..pastu kluar rsult. Alhamdulillah, tak 4flat, tp bersyukur seadanya. aku pikir plg tinggi pon aku boleh dpt B je physic sbb yelah, carry mark rendah gilerr namateyy, tp Alhamdulillah dpt la jgk A-
Tujuan aku crita bnda ni is that to remind myself and all, yg kegagalan kita lalui tu bknlah brmaksud kita gagal selamanya. Allah nak kita learn something from that. From failure tu lah yg buatkan kita sedar kerdilnya kita, betapa kita perlu berharap dan yakin pada si Dia. kadang Allah tak bagi kita sesuatu nikmat tu sbb tknak kita jadi riak, lupa diri, bongkak, and end up makin jauh dari Dia. So each time we face hardships, remind ourself that there must be something that we need to learn from this, and after that, surely He will give more than what we asked and espected.
So, think postively okeyyhh! Pray the best for each of us😻😊😉!
A bit introduction bout myself. I am a former student of Pusat Asasi UiTM Kampus Dengkil.( #Hye Asidians!!!! Missing u guysss sooo bad huhuuu..)
So i was in science programme back then. what i want to share in this blog is about the first failure that i ve experienced during my foundation year.
when talking about failure, it means something that was unexpected and i or maybe we all try to avoid as hard as we can.and yeahhhh..i failed so many times throuhout my life journey. If i see the failure as a FAILURE, then i really FAILED. BUT if i see the failure as a GOOD thing, then GOOD THINGS will surely come for me. One of my best friend always told me that ' ingat, benda jadi ada hikmah'. I love the way he thinks positively all the times, i think that's one of the reason why he always did well in everything. So proud of people like him.
Let's back to my story. Nak dijadikan cerita, aku ni sejenis yang rajin belajar, boleh dikatakan agak nerd sometimes. kalau kawan-kawan ajak keluar, (well,biasalah,kat asasi, tiap2 hari ada je kawan2 ajak lepak ioi lah, alamanda la, gi tengok wayang la apa semua) i will surely refused! yes, im not that kind of person yang suka keluar g mall, jalan2 melepak bagai unless kalau kawan-kawan rapatt yg ajak, only then i wont refused. tapi kwn2 rapat aku pon cmtu gak, jenis yg bkn slalu kluar g mall sbb kitorang lagi suka lepak kat anjung je sambil makanmakannnnnn gittewww.
so, why did i always refused bila dorg ajak keluar? sebabnya, aku rasa sgtla membazir masa kalau kluar g mall. baikla aku spend masa yang terluang tu untuk study. Believe me, masa awal2 sem 1 dulu, benda yg aku pikir 24jam is studyyyy! skema kan..,ikr hmm. aku punya study tu smpai tiap2 malam tido kul 1-2 pagi. Yg kelakarnya, aku dok ulang2 baca benda sama je,lecture notes bio topic 1 ngn 2. kenapa tiap malam aku baca 2 topik tu je? sbbnya benda yg aku baca tu langsung tak lekat kt kepala walhal seminggu lebih aku ulang dok baca benda tu. sedih giler weyh! kalau dpt ingat pon, 2 hr je, pastu lupa balik. sumpah daya ingatan aku time tu mcm x wujud.Allahuuu. jadi, alkisahnya, bila dh nk dekat midterm test sem 1, lagilah aku pulun stay up. study, baca notes bio, buat exercises, ulang tuto physics smpai 2-3 pagi baru tido. pastu bgn time subuh. aku ni jenis yg tak tido lps subuh, so lps subuh aku smbung study. Maybe sbb tulah aku punya life mcm barai giler, tido tak cukup, riadah tak pernah turun, makan pon mcm tak makan sbb xde selera.
then tibalah hari test. Bio, chem, physics, mt. tup tap tup tap,,dlm 2 minggu lps tu, lecturer bagi krtas midterm ktorg. Cer teka rsult aku brapa. mesti korang dah bole agak enn. Jeng jeng jeng!! Aku punya mrkah mt, antara yg the best la dlm class aku, dpt 46/50. Fuhh lega! tp kelegaan tu sekejap gilerr weyhh..then aku dpt krtas bio. aku antara 5 org tercorot dlm kls aku. pastu dpt krtas physic. Yg ni sumpah buat aku nangis. Bayangkan subjek feveret aku, subjek yg paling byk latihan aku buat, tuto xprnah tak siap, tk cukup ngn lecture, tiap weekend tgk youtube, belajar kt utube smpai housematess aku smua ckp aku terer physic sbb tiap hari blaja physic. Tgk2 kluar rsult, FAIL..hmmm.Aku terkedu bila tau aku fail paper physic. 3org je yg fail dlm klas aku yg ade 28 students tu. Aku nangis gilerr2 ahh time tu.(bkn dlm kelas la, nangis sorg2 je). balik dr kuliah tu, aku g dok kt bench tepi tasik belakang Dahlia 1. Aku tenungg je tasik2 pokok2 kt situ..tu feveret spot aku ahh sejak drpd tu. mmg aku slalu g sana stiap kali stres ngn assignments, grupmates ape smua.
Masa dok tgk pokok2 tu, aku pikir balik,reflek diri aku, nape bole jd camni. Ketentuan Ilahi. Ye, semua berlaku atas ketentuan Dia, tapi untuk kita belajar dan ambik iktibar dari apa yg jadi. Pikir punya pikir, then aku decide nk ubah cara study, and daily routine aku. Cemana? First, aku tukar niat. Niat nk belajar ikhlas, bkn sbb kejar 4.0 semata-mata. Aku punya life mmg berubah 90%. Aku dah tak jadi sejenis yg study 24jam. Kul 10pm je, aku dah masuk tidur. Kul 4/5am aku dah bangun utk study topik2 before lecturer masuk topik tu. assignments aku akan siapkan time ade gap antara kuliah and kalau x sempat aku akn sambung lps isyak. Tapi yg pasti, kul 10pm je aku dah masuk tido. or maybe 10.15 cmtu lps dh gosok gg ape smua.
petang2 aku wajibkan diri turun riadah, main volleyball ngn member2 mostly budak engine and sc. Riadah buatkan aku rasa lg enjoy, lg fresh utk study. Kalau xriadah, honestly aku ckp, mood aku srs tak ok! pastu rasa lemauu je. Sejak aku ubah routine aku, things changed.
Kalau dulu, notes bio, chem, yg aku baca entah berapa puluh kali tapi still xlekat2,. skrg baca skali je inshaaAllah ingat. Tapi tips dia baca wktu pagi, time otak tgh fresh. Sejak aku buat cmtu, mrkah kuiz bio aku jarang ahh 9/10 ke bawah. masa yg aku spend utk study lg sikit, tp lg berkualiti.
Then, bila tiba final exam sem 1, aku tawakal, aku redha je. Dapatlah berapa pon, aku tak kisah sbb aku faham apa yg aku belajar, aku baca, kalau still mrkah rendah, so what ,i dont care as long as i enjoy my lectures and what i studied. Feeling aku dekat2 final tu rasa cam relax and tenang giler. Berbeza sgt dgn time midterm, wktu tu aku punya nerbess tu lain maciamm weyhh. study bkn main stay up stiap mlm tp bila nk masuk exam rasa cam aku xprnah study. tp time final tu..dihadirkan ketenangan yg lain maciammm, study relax, tk stres,tk stay up, tido cukup.
Rasa senang je time final exam tu..pastu kluar rsult. Alhamdulillah, tak 4flat, tp bersyukur seadanya. aku pikir plg tinggi pon aku boleh dpt B je physic sbb yelah, carry mark rendah gilerr namateyy, tp Alhamdulillah dpt la jgk A-
Tujuan aku crita bnda ni is that to remind myself and all, yg kegagalan kita lalui tu bknlah brmaksud kita gagal selamanya. Allah nak kita learn something from that. From failure tu lah yg buatkan kita sedar kerdilnya kita, betapa kita perlu berharap dan yakin pada si Dia. kadang Allah tak bagi kita sesuatu nikmat tu sbb tknak kita jadi riak, lupa diri, bongkak, and end up makin jauh dari Dia. So each time we face hardships, remind ourself that there must be something that we need to learn from this, and after that, surely He will give more than what we asked and espected.
So, think postively okeyyhh! Pray the best for each of us😻😊😉!
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